Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Jesus Is My Focus

In the past I was so naive. I learned from tv how to live my life. I watch the movies and I thought they are real. Most of the time we thought what we see are the right thing. I thought with money I can do many things so my thought has been polluted. I thought of ways on how to become rich but sad to say before I became rich I have collapsed. Men ways are of flesh and never thought of the consequences. It is also like falling in love, we lost ourselves. Sad to say people are selfish but God is loving. He only gives me good things. When things are not right, I seek Him and He brought me back to Him. It is better to see by faith and not by sight because He the One who created us knows the best for us. Surround ourselves with matured Christian and build up our faith and learn from each others. That's the right way to live.

Monday, June 16, 2008

Thank God For His Blessings!

I like to read Cristian books especially those written by annointed and influential child of God such as Joyce Meyer. God blesses her and uses her to bless others. I remember very well she stated that be joyful even in uncertainties situation. I used to be afraid and emotionally disturbed when something was not right but now as I meditate on the phrase the peace and joy flow in. Actually, when we are in uncertainty situation we should be more alert and be closer to God. A lot of people tend to walk away from God and blame God for not helping them when something bad happen to them. As for me,I always talk to God when I face problems because I believe He is my helper. I learn new thing, equip myself with knowledge and I pray that God's presence always be with me. God has given me all good things. If there is one that appears not so good, I would pray about it.

Bible says bless others and U will be blessed. It is so real to me. I visited my sister and she was in the process of revovery yet she felt pain in certain parts of her body. We tried to figure out what causes her pain. From there, I learned new things. I did not know as I took care of her I found out what causes the pain in my body. Even the auntie who took care of her was so kind that she taught me how to cook some delicious food and take care of baby. I just do a bit from my part and I received so much blessings. Experiencing God is so great!

A lot of time man dissapoint us, but God every time encourages, loving and so helpful. Now, I understand why our God is our priority. He is above all. He knows everything even a tiny bit of us.He wants us to be sincere and obey His words. If last time, I find the word submissive is so difficult to follow but now as I am closer to Him, I understand the meaning behind it. True enough all His words is life and serve beneficial purposes in our life. God is by my side when no one is there for me. No one can understand better of me than my Almighty God. Therefore, do not feel pity of yourself, feel miserable and want to leave this earth. You are more than able to change the circumstances if you believe in Him.He is the source of light. He is our hope. He is our future.

A good Christian friend of mine recommended me the web-site called Above Rubies. According to the author, Nancy Campbell, in every house "dining table" is important. What is so special about a dining table? The reason is by the time our husband reached home he is tired and want to fill up his hunger soul. That is the time he find the joy at home. I do not understand what does that mean only until one day after the examination, it was quite late and I was hungry, looking around for good food to eat, I just felt no good food that can satisfy me. When we are tired we want to feel at home, eat at home and relax. That is the environment we want to be at. I thank sister Lisa for her sharing the family ministry of Nancy Campbell with me. That is why meditating on God words is fantastic.

Experiency God is fantastic because He can do things beyond our imagination. I thank God He shows me good books that clear my doubts which have invaded in me for so many years. At the beginning, I just want to improve my English by reading bible but as time goes by God became so real to me.So changing our thoughts, focus on Jesus then we can focus on all good thoughts. Guard your heart and your thoughts,you will experience greater things in times to come. Thank God for He who knows all things from the last to the beginning and for He who is loving kindness!

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Examination - 15th June, 2008

God has His plan for us. If we want to know His plan for us, we have to pray and seek the answer from Him. The last time I took exam was 10 years ago. After being so long, today I sit for examination again. I was afraid at the beginning but as I worshipped and prayed, I have the peace. A peace that comes from God. His presence helped me to be calm and alert. Last time I have studied so hard but I did not manage to get good results because every time I sat for exam the fear came in. Now, by the grace of God the fear no longer evade any more. I learn to be more discipline and be closer to God. I thank God for those books wriiten by Joyce Meyer that influence my thoughts and the way of I look at things. I believe God is preparing me to bless those who are unsaved. I am given the knowledge on how to equip myself with more knowledge. He gives me wisdom and knowledge. He continues to bless me that I may bless others as well. Therefore, nothing is impossible with God. Hallelujah!

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

The Beautiful Part of God

We are nothing if we are empty inside. We look great, we please others yet we are spiritual weak. The most beautiful and eternal is the inner beauty. Someone may appear to look good but it is empty inside. Outward appearance is important but inner beauty is even more important. Just imagine someone dressing beautifully yet her heart is sad. Sour face which dressed in beautiful clothing. What is the point? Unlike someone with joy, they have the peace and inner beauty and they are greatly blessed. Someone may appear rich but he is poor. Therefore, God's words are truth. They are truth that set us free if we really go deeper into His words, try to understand what He meant he reserves the best for us. Unless we are willing to obey His words nothing much can be done. Suppose there is a blessing but we do not grab hold of what He has prepared for us, we will never receive His blessing. We need to let go and let God guides us and He may bring us to the destiny where He has planned for us. Seek Him as he knows what is ahead of us. He created us. Pray that His presence is with us always. Amen!

Thursday, May 15, 2008

The Almighty God

Time past so fast. A few more months I will be back home with hubby. I thank God for His love. I am not deserve for His love yet He always love me. I strongly believe in God can do more miracles. After knowing God my life has changed. I enjoy my life more than before. God is a God who care so much of His creations. I feel myself so priviledge to experience different ministries. From grace to glory. and from leadership to apostleship. I believe more good things are coming on its way.
In a day alone, God answered five of my doubts. The main one is why should I complain if I can pray for the unloveable one. Complain does not change anything but hurt ourselves. As a child of God I can pray, as I pray my dear God will change the circumstances. Father Lord, even now I am not rich but I can still bless others by praying for them. I can do that all because of you. Father, with you nothing is impossible. U saved my life, you set me free, you give me freedom and so much more. Father, your protection is above all. Who can put aside all his wants just to follow God's way. It is only Jesus who can do that. We are nothing but God is everything. God you not only heal but you redeem, restore, provide, love, and so much more.
I love this biblical phrase - do not judge or you will be judged. Who am I to judge, people pleasing the God and it's not me. We do not want to be judged as well. We against it so do not judge others as well. Biblical words are getting more real to me. It is a word that speak truth, words that set me free. Another verse - invite the poor and you will be blessed because they can't repay you. Sounds weird, right? I don't get anything in return so why do I need to be good to the poor. God do not see things as we see. If someone is rich they don't need us to invite them. They have more then enough to invite others. God want us to care for the poor and the lost one. However, sometimes the lost one can be ourselves when we are not careful. Staying at the comfort zone of 99% instead of looking for the 1% lost. As we are getting comfortable in our comfort zone, we tend to forget the purpose we are called for by God. Do we allow our spiritual to grow or let it be stagnant. When we care for the 1%, our faith is tested because you are doing something challenging and something that you think its hard for you. It is by your faith and God's grace, you can take the first step and then move forward. My dear friends, in all things God does there is a reason and purpose. Of course for a good reason and it is for you. It may be delay yet for a purpose.
When there is no answer to a question, bible is the answer. It is not a book but a book that speaks of life and truth! Any doubts can refer to bible for solution. That's great! God bless us for a reason. We are blessed to be a blessing. The spirit in us is greater than the world, so God's child do not fear of uncertainties. Be aware, sensitive and open to His words!
Hubby, you are my cute little one. Hope that you are reading my blogs. I thank God for the priviledge He gives me to pray for myself, my love ones and the unloveable. God, you do things in a way I can't see and don't understand but I want to say that I can feel it. Thanks in everything you have given me. I pray that my spiritual health will keep growing. Who am I without you God? So do not ask why, when the answer is there for you. Remove the harden heart and allows Him to work for you and be with you.
My dear sister and baby Hannah, you both are great. May God be with you all the times.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Heart to Heart Talk

I found the happiest thing in life are knowing God and to do the things I love to do. I love to sing songs together with kids because they are so real. There is nothing for them to hinder. They don't have any bad intention and they are so lovely. I feel so happy to be the aunt of baby Hannah.
I want to share something with all the girls out there. There was a man trying to get near me with bad intention. At the beginning, he seems a good man. He was a foreigner. Looking at me carrying a notebook bag he guessed I am a student. He started by asking what I do and where I am going. He then relate that he is studying in KL and do business here at the same time. When the train arrived, he tried to get close to me and asked whether I am married. I answered him I am married. Then he changed his conversation. He said he knows that I am not married by just looking at my eyes and keep praising me that I am gorgeous. Then he asked whether I have been to his country and will I marry the people of his country. He keep telling me he wants to be my friend and ask for a date.
This people will try to be close to you by telling he shares the same interest with you and then praise how beautiful you are and want to be your friend. Do not talk to outsider. I don't have any intention but that man is looking for its prey. So do watch out! I just can't believe this people trying to take advantage on others for their own selfish purpose. I really thank God because as soon as I found something wrong with that man I stopped talking to him. These people are so dangerous. We just don't know what their intention and what problems they may bring.
I thank God for laying His hand upon me and watching over me.

My First Blog

Today is Sunday and also a Mother's Day. So blessed all mothers have little baby for them to love!
God is so good! He never leave nor forsake us. I realize confusion is no more confusion as they are answered when I walk with God. Each time I search for an anwer to my doubts, as I pray He hears me. When no one hears me, He is there for me. He changed my situation. Better not to complain at all as it is just inviting the evil spirit who is there waiting to attack. Who can come against me when God is for me.
Many people experience life in different ways. Most of the time we would say why I am being hurt again. No one can hurt. We are the one that hurt ourselves. Once I kept every thing to myself, just don't feel like talking to anyone. By doing that is bringing me to nowhere. At that time, my relationship with God is not so close. Who am I then at that time. Just can't imagine.
Chosen by God is such a priviledge that nowhere can be found. God gives peace to His children. He gives to me even I am not deserve for that. I find life is more meaningful when I know what on earth I am for. Now, I may not know where I am heading to but I strongly believe He will guide me and bring me through. He will take care of me.
I am a simple person and just need a simple family. That is what I am looking forward to. U may ask what is simple here means. To me to live with all these- gracious God, caring hubby, healthy food, comfortable home and affordable travelling.
I feel so good talking to Him. U may experience that too!